E.Nemesis


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Birth of a watcher

     The horizon did shiver a little, but it could only be seen from one direction. Even then, one did not totally comprehend what it was they were seeing. It was as though the air solidified into a thin mass, colorless and... Solid. The effect lasted only a moment, but it was long enough for his emergence. It was as though he had appeared from out of nowhere. Which was in fact where he had come from... Nowhere.

     He stopped and as though it was instinctive, he quickly examined himself. Once he was satisfied that he was truly whole, he issued an approving nod and drew a deep breath through his nostrils.
     "What sweet air." The smile was all he had needed. "Now?" Concern drawn upon his face as he searched himself again. His hands quickly patted over his chest and he worked his way down his torso as he made for the pockets of his long, well-aged jacket. He looked as though he were looking for something important and forgotten where he had placed it. As his left hand entered its designated pocket, his right hand shot up and pointed an elongated index finger to the heavens. His face beamed with a triumphant eureka, as his index finger left the heavens and pointed to the space before him, like an imaginary gun.
     He stood before a large white house. He looks upon the typical post war economy home - the lawn recently cut, an air of sloppiness, as though it had been quickly done without consideration. As a whole, the house did not seem to suffer from misuse or lack of care.
     He took a few moments to check the space around him and once he had been sure that he had the right address, he started forward. He walked through the front gate and up the walkway to the front door. He issued three direct and decisive knocks on the door, and then waited patiently for an answer.
     The door crept slowly open. From it emerged the darkness and a word. "What?"
     "James McKinnon?" The old man asked.
     "Yeah. What do you want?" His response was less then hospitable. He seemed as apt to close the door as quickly as he had when opening it.
     "You."
     "Fuck off old man." James attempts to close the door, irritated and aggressive.
     "I'm sorry, but I can't. Well that is: I can't until I've finished what I've came for."
     "I said; Fuck off..."
     "It won't take long."
     A moment of silence and reflection.
     Hesitantly, " ...Okay. But only for a minute." He quickly agreed and opened the door, as though mystically manipulated.
     "That will do." As he removed his hat and entered.
     "Who are you?" James asked as the old man walked toward the cupboard.
     He placed his hat onto the counter and grabbed a muffin from an opened bowl. He smelt it curiously, turning it over precariously as if the smell varied from hemisphere to hemisphere, and his visage suddenly reflects his disdain.
     "What the hell do you want?" James asks, as he quickly grew impatient.
     He returns the muffin back into the opened bowl and wipes his hands together, as if to remove a corrosive substance. Once satisfied that his hands are truly clean, he approached the young man without caution. He grabbed for a chair from the dinning room table, and sat upon it. All that time, James stood in confusion, examining the curious motions of the stranger. The man patted the breast of his jacket, as if by reflex, looking for something with emptiness in his eyes. He quickly gave up his search, and looked up, realizing he was with what it was he was truly looking for. "Ah!" A deep breath through his nostrils. "My name? " A slight pause of confusion as he pondered for a possible answer. Suddenly, his finger shot up to the air at the memory. "Yes..." In a cry of triumph. "My name is Eon... Eon, that's my name... Yes." Another deep breath. "Eon." He repeated, as he shook his head in satisfaction, content with his response and a smile painted upon his face. He then fell silent.
     Confused, James looked at him with a contorted grimace on his face and in his eyes, bewildered at the man's audacity of entering his home without explanation or reason. "And!" He questions, in more than a slight yell. Both hands were shacking simultaneously, as if he were strangling the stranger's neck, and asked the only question that came to mind.
     "I need an heir."
     "Whoa, I'm not the guy you're looking for then."
     "No, you are the one. I am not mistaken."
     James stooped over, seeking support from the table and looked the crazy man in the eyes. "Oh, but I think you are, and I think that our time together has ended. Now, if you don't mind... "As he pointed an finger angrily at the door.

     He sat back in his chair, comfortable and rooted. "Since the beginning, 'The One' sought out his heir at the end of his time. One would always be provided. So, 'The One' would trade off his knowledge to the next, then seek out 'The place of rest' to rejoin the predecessors. My time has come and you were provided for me. You are the heir. I'm not mistaken."

     James became overwhelmed by a sense of truth in what the man said. With that, the shock forced him to sit, as intrigue became his better angel. "Why me?"
     "One is not chosen because of why but because of what."
     "What's that supposed to mean? What am I then?"
     "You're one of us."
     "I know that, that's what you've been telling me, but I don't understand. Who are they? What are you?"
     "I am."
     "God damn it. I can't take this..."
     Silence.
     "What happens if I say no?"
     "Then we would cease to be."
     "Why?"
     "So many questions..."
     "I need to know."
     A moment of silence passed anew. "Time needs a juror, one to record the histories of past worlds and all the Universes. We watch and we've become one with what. Memories are passed down through the generations. They cannot be broken or they'll be lost, but there's always a choice."
     "How can you judge time?"
     "Not in as much as to judge, but to witness the happenings and to adjudicate the events as they happen, but never to question."
     "Wouldn't that upset the order of existence?"
     "Hum! But there is no order to it all. We take no active role."
     "Then what's the point to it then?"
     "That lies within the existence."
     The sudden barrage of information sent him through an endless loop of questions. The 'What If' conquered all, for that, the unknown was un-welcoming. "I'm not going to do it... I can't."
     "Then you have made your choice." He rose from his seat and began for the door.
     "Wait. Where are you going?" As he sought after him, the emotion choked him with bereavement and his hands trembled.
     At first: silence. He opened the door, stepped outside, and said without turning. "To die." Then he vanished into nothingness.


    ...The memory forces him out of his sleep; sweat drenching him and his pillow. That strange old man! He realizes that the dream was about the old man, but how? That was days ago. Wasn't it? Darkness enters his window along with a gentle breeze. Sounds of the sleepless city enter through the opening as the clock reads eleven twenty one, displayed in a deafening red. Now rising, he notices the pain in his head and the thirst in his throat. His feet sting at the coldness of the wooden floor as he walks toward his slippers, and the night coat that hung on a tarnished door hook. The door creeps open with an eerie cry and the floor cracks under his step, as he tries to walk silently through it. Fearing to wake his mother, he walks down the stairs with his feet at both ends, to minimize the creaking of the old wood under foot. But to no avail, the boards rasp all the same.

     As he searches the cupboards for a glass, he quickly realizes that they were bear and so, he diverts his attention toward the dishwasher. The door bursts open with a loud clamor, dishes rattle under the vibration and he pauses as they subside. He mutters a word under his breath and draws out the top shelf, grabbing for a glass. As he releases the door, the recoil causes it to slam loudly, rattling the dishes again. The silence of the house erupts under the washer’s retaliation, yet his mother is still silent.
     From the fridge, a light illuminates the small area of the kitchen. The heat of the night is draining and encompassing, where the cold now becomes welcoming and refreshing. Within the refrigerator, he finds a half empty pitcher of orange juice. This being sufficient, he grabs for it and pours it into his glass, then sloppily places it back. With the slam of the refrigerator door, he takes a copious gulp from the glass and turns for the counter top. A paralyzing pain ripples through his upper left thigh where he turns into the counter's edge. Instinctively backing away from it, he slams the glass onto its surface. "Fuck!" The pain elicits a wince, frowning his nose. Taking a moment to breath, he rubs the now bruised area of his leg, until the pain is soothed. "Damn." He curses with a twist of his neck. Once relieved, he begins for the stairs.
     The process is duplicated, as he makes his way up the stairs. Each step creaks and cracks under his each footfall. Within moments he is back into his room, where he removes the night coat and slippers. He places the glass on the nightstand and listens to the bottom slide against the wood surface - the sound, cold and disturbing.
     Jumping into bed, he envelopes' himself under his blanket and curls into a makeshift fetal position. The bed frame rattles under his assault, and he does nothing but sigh. With a deep breath and eyes closed, he reaches for that point, at the edge of his mind, which he holds before falling into a deep sleep. He finds nothing and suddenly feels not alone.
     Abruptly, he turns in his bed and looks into the corner of the far wall, at the end of his bed. The shadow moves and takes form. "Who's there?" James asks, as he forces himself up into a sitting position.
     "I hope I did not scare you?" The voice asks, as a man emerges from the corner.
     "Like fuck you did." James exclaims, as he turns onto his side and reaches for the light.
     "Now, now. No need for profanity." The stranger says, as he slightly shies away from the light, more out of uneasiness’ than pain.
     "Who are you?"
     "Ah! Ever the inquisitor."
     "What's that supposed to mean?" James asks concern draws deep shadows into his face.
     "Well, you're obviously not afraid... That I may be crazy and wield a knife. Out to kill you or something. You're more concerned about my identity then my reasons for being here." The man steps closer to the bed. He is an older gentleman, with white hair and cold, blue eyes. His forehead is high and wide as his chin is pointy and wrinkled. But James felt something so very familiar about him, but he could not place it.
     "What are you doing here, in my room?" Returning too serious.
     "Well, I came to see you. James." Not at all a question.
     "Okay. What's your game friend?" Now a little spooked, but still not afraid. There's something about this guy that he can trust, but not out rightly.
     "No game. I simply wanted to check up on you. That is all." He finishes with a sly smile on his lips.
     "Now that's very nice of you. Get out." At first, James appeared sincere but he becomes very serious, as he nods toward the door.
     "My name is Feon. You may have met my brother, Eon?" Not even ready to leave.
     "And what if I have?"
     "Nothing. Nothing at all. What a dear old soul. I will miss him." The words filled with pretentious sorrow.
     "What do you mean?" James asks, with a semi tilted head and concern in his eyes.
     "Well, he's dead... A pity really, but death happens to even the best of us." His tone is mocking and self righteous. Not exactly the image he wanted to convey. He dares to sit at the edge of the bed and continues. "All this reminds me of a story, let me tell you."
     James says nothing.
     A moment of silence passes before he speaks again. Finally, he begins. "The hour was gray and my mother fell ill. She was pregnant, with the burden of twins, yet she did not know it at the time. Labor came, more as a shock really, and so she prepared, at best she could, for the giving of life. And so, she had born a son. Named him Eon and the doctor wrapped him in silk. But still, she lay ill and the doctor knew not why. Upon probing her, he finds that there was, in fact, another child to be birthed. But my mother had not the strength and fell to tears. The doctor encouraged her and attempted to console her that all would be fine, if only she would push. She did, but there was nothing. Nothing but complications. You see, the child was wrapped in his own cord and the life threatened to seep from him. This, the doctor did not know. With a little effort and a lot of hard work, the doctor managed to free the child from my mother's womb. But not without leaving permanent scars on my mother, yet the child was born and freed from his constriction. This wasn't without a price. The doctor feared that the child might have suffered minor brain damage. And in fact, he did.
     Forever did the child live in his brother's shadow? When the elder learnt how to speak and count, the younger drooled and laughed at everything, like a retard. He could not speak, walk or even feed himself. But he tried. He went to school like his brother, attended classes even though he did not understand the why and what of the lessons being taught. Even though the older children picked on and sometimes beat the young simpleton, the older brother would defend, when he could, the younger against his aggressors. But it still wasn't enough. Sometimes he never got there fast enough or just wasn't there at all. And even though he did not know it, the younger twin dreaded needing his brother to come to his rescue and save him from the beatings."
     "It wasn't until the older brother's disappearance did the parents take notice of the younger twin. He began to blossom and grow; he finally started to come into his own. Lessons taught were learnt and he refused to look back. To see the thing that he used to be. Wisdom became a tool and he quickly learnt how to manipulate it, to get what he wanted, at any cost. For Atrophy, to even the score, getting even, revenge against his aggressors. He vowed never again, never will he be used and taunted or abused. But death was hollow; he had the strength to go beyond that. To create a greater torment for the wicked, he took what he needed and destroyed the rest. Creation, what a beautiful power and his brother wasn't around to watch him. To see him grow and become the man he is today. - Me. He went off on some damned fool's quest, seeking yet again, fame and recognition. What a fool he was. His power was his strength and he squandered it. Why did he not learn?" His eyes wander off into the farthest shadows of the corner wall, consternating a perplexed look. "Now he is forever gone and without an heir." He mused coldly at the thoughts and secretly reveled in his brother's demise.
     "Why did you tell me that story?" James questions, confused and tired.
     Taking a moment to sigh a deep breath, "Nostalgia, I guess." He averts his attention back onto the boy and pushes away from the bed with what seemed great effort. "You remind me a lot of myself in my youth. The undeserving simpleton, with no better sense of knowing when to stay down, when put down." He pauses briefly then continues. "Well," Clapping his hands with a forceful impact. "I guess I'll be off." Pushing out the creases in his pant legs. "You've shown growth." Nodding his head in approval as he walk toward the bedroom door. "You chose your path well son. There's no good in following a fool's dream." Closing the door behind him.
     James rushes from his bed to follow the man, but as he looks past his opened door, he finds nothing but the blackness behind.



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