As you read through the articles, you may be thinking to yourselves, “Where does this guy get his ideas from?” Well the answers lies within the self. Knowledge and belief is born within the self. Often times these thoughts, beliefs and faiths are a product of nurturing and education, in the sense that our community and family help foster these patterns. But in the end, if we look at it from the point of view that we are born with the knowledge of everything then those thoughts and beliefs must have been born from the self before the fostering of our peers. In this sense, we can say that our identities are created as an agreement before we are actually born. But here’s the problem: It is great to say that I believe in something that isn’t traditionally believed by the many, when we observe it from the perspective of experience. In order to believe in something, anything, we must first experience it. We often have faith in what someone is trying to tell us, or teach us, but it isn’t until we’ve experienced it can we begin to truly believe in it.
My error begins in the definition of my thoughts. These articles are an expression of my thoughts, born out of my ego. I see the world in a certain light and I feel a need to describe and express that light. But in the end, I’ve only helped to foster more confusion, because my understanding of what that light means is based on my existing beliefs, understanding, faiths and education. In this sense, I’ve used my own limitations to describe what is limitless. But in doing so, I’ve helped myself better define what I feel and sense to be true, or the truth to my self. And this isn’t an error, because in the end, I am merely expressing an opinion, a belief that something is true that may not necessarily be shared by the larger population. But there is hope that there are few who do see things differently, but don’t know how to begin observing it, expressing it, or experiencing it. And in the end, this is my intended service. I don’t mean to foster or propagate confusion, in the sense that pulls people away from what they should believe to be truth, but instead, I aim to give them the tools, through argument, on how to observe and challenge the boundaries of their own beliefs and perspectives.
Where do my thoughts and beliefs come from? The answer is, the self, but my environment fosters those thoughts and my learning is fuelled by my ego. In the end, it is the self that sees what is the truth in all things and then my intellect picks out those truths, founds within the vastness of confusion and begins to piece together those fragments to build a greater picture. I only begin to understand what I believe to be the truth when I experience it. And the expression of that experience is vastly different for every person.
We invite trouble when we reject or add limitations to a thought or belief. Often times we may catch ourselves saying that a certain person is foolish for believing in something that they believe in. But what we are doing is rejecting that person’s divinity, and ultimately we are rejecting our own. This rejection is caused because we fail to see and accept what we perceive to exist. If all things are an expression of Divinity, then is it not divine? In the same sense that isn’t a wine stain on your white shirt still wine? It’s expression has changed in the sense that you may not want to sop up the stain to drink it, or you may not be able to get drunk off the renderings of that stain, but in the end, it was still the wine from your glass that created that stain.